on the other side of 19 days

because nobody cares
and nobody lies
there is no time to fear
what comes on the other side of 19 days

if you want to know where to find me, you can look
on the backside of the flat full moon tonight
you can reach inside the water inside the air inside the heat
and you can cross me off of my own list

it doesn’t matter if you’re a good person, as long
as you don’t make me do this on my own.
if i split open into a million drops of honey,
will anybody take me off the floor?